i can’t do anything right anymore.
i hate the fact that i work my ass off, yet what defines my grade is my ability to get out of bed in the morning. an ability that i sorely lack.
the consequence of this and bad luck is my instructor saying that, “your work is amazing. i’ll make you a deal—come on time on wednesday and i won’t fail you.”
i try really hard and yet i’m consistently fucking it up.
